It’s been feeling a little weird lately. Am I really happy? I never thought I’d turn out to be the person I am in a relationship.
But then again, this is my first real one. What did I really expect.
If I resent you a little bit every day, does it mean it’ll be worth it in the end? Could I have the courage to call it quits?
But I don’t want to. You’re everything that I’m not and you make me happy
The truth is that you’re really mean when you want to and mean when you don’t. I wonder how much I could stand. I told you I’ll break down eventually if you keep this up.
We barely have time for each other anymore. I’m not even sure you’re even attracted to me at all. I’m not even sure you even cared. And if you did, you have a hell of a way of showing it.
Crap, why can’t we rewind it back a year ago. Before my mistake. Before everything when we were just so happy just to be together. How we’d plan and look forward to dates.
Now it’s just hard to even get a meal just the two of us.
Ah what am I doing. I’ve been eating too many sandwiches. You know I love you with all my heart.
But maybe that might be the problem.
It would be cool if I could implant any of my friends and force them to interact with my other friends. Oh how the worlds would collide.
I’ve been to Columbus twice and back. It’s one of my top five favorite city. Still haven’t been to SuperChef. But been getting some good peruvian food.
Speaking of which, El Chalan is a pretty good joint. Some good seafood soup.
Joggers are my shit. Got 3 of them. No more new pants for a while.
I need to stay in more often. I can’t be going out this much. It’s like me being in DC for the first time, going out and spending money that I have but I would care to save.
This California trip is going to be nuts.
Election Season isn’t **as** bad as I thought, except Sundays suck. Can’t wait until it’s over. Then I get to treat myself.
New tablet and new dress shirts from Hugh and Crye because they’re the ones that can fit me properly and most importantly of all, new headphones.
Sennheiser 380 HD
V-MODA Crossfade M-100
And the current front runner: The Beyerdynamics DT 770 Pro
Of course there’s the runner up:
Beyerdyanmics Custom One Pro
I’m really obsessed with headphones. They can’t come enough.